Thursday, February 4, 2010, was a cold but dry and sunny afternoon. Logan had just clocked out of his work. He locked the building, then started up his truck and, as usual, drove to the library. Upon arrival, he retrieved his EDC bag from behind the seat. This bag held his laptop and other personal gadgets. Logan then walked to the second floor and sat down. He connected his laptop through the library’s WiFi system and began to browse the Internet. He checked his email then looked at Myspace and Facebook for a while. When he saw there was no new activity; Logan pulled up the weather report. It indicated that the weather would be sunny and dry, but with near-freezing temperatures. For the night it would be clear and dry but with a light freeze. After reading the weather report; he pulled up the secret web page. He read all of the stories that had been posted since 2006 and were focused on his computer screen. Logan wondered who would still be writing these since he was almost four years out of high school. He still assumed that this was a prank, so it was quite shocking that someone would still want to do this to him.
Mila drove to the library to upload a fantasy of her and Logan that she had just completed. Upon finishing with the computer, she walked upstairs to begin her schoolwork. Mila walked through the stairwell doors and entered the room.
Logan noticed that a new story had just been posted to the web page. He was about to read it when, suddenly, the stairwell door opened and in walked a beautiful girl in her uniform skirt. Immediately, he thought of Mila and his eyes were instantly fixated on her. After a few moments of staring, he realized it was indeed Mila, just thinner and grown. He stood up and watched in awestruck admiration, as she walked in. She noticed him and smiled sweetly. She took a second look at him and realized who he was. It was Logan, but with a more masculine look.
“It’s him!” Mila said with excitement. Immediately, she ran up to him, and said, “I know you! You’re Logan Baines.”
Nervously, but passionately he replied, “Oh Mila, I can’t believe you remember me!” He softly said as they tightly hugged each other.
She humbly replied to him, “Well, you sure are hard to forget.”
Awkwardly, they stared into each others’ eyes and simply smiled. Mila then said, “I had such strong feelings for you back when you went to school with me and I still do. Oh, if you only you knew.” Mila paused then continued, “I think you felt something for me, I always noticed how you would smile and blush.”
Logan’s whole body became flushed, but he caught himself and said, “Yes, it is true. I had feelings for you back then. I still have those feelings. They never left me.” He paused and then continued, “I would have sought you out back then, but I was afraid of the law and wanted to save you the humiliating scandal.”
Mila replied, “I am eighteen now, and that means I can be your girlfriend and we can do whatever we please.”
Logan swallowed hard and then said, “I would be honored to have you, but…” He paused, then continued, “It’s just I still see that same sweet and innocent girl from four years ago. I have a deep reverence for your beautiful body and soul. I don’t mean to sound like I am talking down to you and I don’t want to repel you. Please just understand!…” He was then at a loss of words.
But Mila replied “Oh Logan! Those are the sweetest words I have ever heard anyone say about me. And the fact that they came out of your mouth, fills my heart even more with ecstasy and giddiness! If only you knew how much I want you.” She continued, “I just hope you are okay with this!”
Quickly she pecked him on the cheek.
Logan blushed and his whole body became warm once again. “Oh Mila, you are just as affectionate and sweet as I imagined. It’s perfectly fine that you kissed me. I would like to kiss you as well.”
“If you want to, you may,” Mila said as she smiled. Softly, Logan kissed her. Their lips mixed and became one set.
“This is so wonderful Mila!” Logan said.
The city policeman working a security detail in the library shouted, “Knock it off right now or get out!”
Many people stared in shock.
“Sorry,” Logan said, sheepishly.
Then Mila continued, “Why don’t you come over to my house?”
“Sure, Mila, but what would your parents think?”
“My mom is probably drunk or full of pills and my dad left a year ago.”
“Well, I guess,” Logan nervously said, then continued, “I don’t want you to make you do something you will regret.”
“Trust me, you won’t!”
“Well do you have a car or do you want me to drive you to your house?”
“My dad bought me a car; just before he left my mom. You can follow me home.”
“Very well Mila, I will follow you home.” He became filled with passion and nervousness.
They left the library, not realizing that several of Melody’s elite upper-class were conducting a meeting and that they saw and heard everything that went on between Logan and Mila.
When they both arrived, Mila walked Logan into the front door. Her mother was sleeping on the living room sofa with the TV tuned to some rerun of a drama show.
Mila asked, “Why don’t we go up to my room?”
Logan blushed and nervously said “Mila, I…”
She kissed him then said with a playful pout, “Come with me!”
She held his hand and they walked the stairs and into her bedroom. Logan sat down on Mila’s computer chair and faced her. Mila, still wearing her uniform skirt, sat on the bed with her knees up. Logan could see up her skirt. He saw her pale thighs and her white cotton tights and even her panty line all covering her lovely bottom and intimate parts. He blushed until his face was a burning red.
Mila giggled as she asked, teasingly, “Like what you see?”
Logan tried to catch his breath but he couldn’t. He tried talking to her but he couldn’t. His eyes were fixed on what was underneath Mila’s skirt.
She giggled at the whole situation, then said, “You can have me if you want me. I’m all yours and you will be my first.” She paused then asked with slight distress, “Will I be your first?”
Logan caught his breath. His voice shook as he said, “Yes. You will. I have known no other and I want no other!” He then blushed even more.
Mila said with great passion, “Well take me then!”
Logan choked as he said, “Mila, I…”
“Yes?” Mila asked with slight anxiety.
Logan continued, “I can’t. I mean I want to, but I am a child of God and fornication is wrong.”
She replied, “You sound so hot when you talk about God. You know women are turned on by that.”
Logan blushed more, as he shook.
He bowed his head and silently prayed.
Mila asked, “What’s wrong, Logan?”
Logan replied, “Please try to understand me, Mila: I am very attracted to you, don’t get me wrong. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and you’re the only girl I have ever wanted!”
“Well then take me!”
“If it wouldn’t offend The God Whom I love so much, I most certainly would. I’m afraid that He would punish me and I would lose you if we fornicated. Trust me, I don’t ever want to lose you!”
“I don’t ever want to lose you either, Logan Baines! We don’t have to have sex. You just showed me how sweet you truly are! And I always loved that about you.”
“Thank you for being so patient with me Mila!”
“What would you like to do?”
“Honestly, just hold you next to me and innocently snuggle. Let’s make up for those years when we were apart and finally we can truly get to know each other.”
“What was it like for you when we were younger? Did I ever turn you on?”
Logan smiled, kissed her, and said “Well there was this one time; I was running a high fever and therefore retrieving the daily assignments from my teacher, who also taught you. I always thought you were so cute and sweet, but I knew I couldn’t legally be with you. However, I liked you even back then and I figured you liked me too. I also saw underneath your skirt that day. I was blushing and you were blushing too. I was never turned on so much, well except for just now. It felt so wrong, and I felt very dirty. It was so conflicting. I felt great reverence, yet great lust.”
Mila placed her finger on his lip as she said, “I remember that day too. It should not have been conflicting. Rather, it should have been proof that we were meant to be, even back then. “I can’t believe you liked me even when I was so fat. No other boy smiled at me during that time except you, but when I did lose weight, many boys liked me but honestly none of them measured up to you.” Mila paused then said “I have a confession to make Logan: I write fantasies about us and post them online. I use your name, but I kept mine a secret. I didn’t want to embarrass myself. I did this ever since that day in math class. I am working on one right now, you have given me plenty of inspiration.”
Logan’s mouth dropped wide open as he blushed and choked once again, “Good Lord, Mila. That was you?” He paused then continued, “Please don’t take this the wrong way, but I read those.” He paused, then said “I had no clue it was you. I was very turned on, never responded to it. I feared it was just someone trying to play a cruel prank.”
Mila sobbed as she placed her face in his chest. “No, it was me all this time. I poured my heart into it.”
Logan petted her hair and then looked at her as he spoke, “Well I thought all of them were very beautiful and I am even more touched by them than ever before because I know you’re the one who wrote them.”
Mila smiled and said, “I have all of them stored as text documents on my flash drive and usually keep it around it my around my neck. That way; they would always be close to my heart.”
Logan passionately kissed her and then said, “Well if you will have me, you can keep me close to your heart always.”
Tears rolled down Mila’s face once again as she said, “Don’t be scared Logan, but, I love you. It’s no use denying it. I only pray you feel the same way. I understand if you don’t though.”
Logan held her close to his chest and kissed her head and petted her hair as he spoke, “When we went to school together, you were on my heart. I graduated, still with you in my heart. I worked in Eastern Europe for the past almost two years. Many of those foreign women and girls tried to get after me and I refused them because you were still in my heart. I could not stop thinking of you. It’s strange; you are the only girl I ever wanted. It is as if your image was burned onto me. I remained a virgin. When I came back to Melody this past Christmas, I prayed without ceasing for a chance to meet you again. Yes, with profound certainty, I can say it as well Mila, I love you too! We now have the rest of our lives together and I will give my utmost effort to make you happy.”
Mila smiled and asked, “Can you stay with me tonight?”
Logan kissed her and said, “Sure, it would make me immensely joyous but would your parents mind?”
Mila grabbed Logan, kissed him in return, and replied, “They won’t even notice. I told you my dad doesn’t live here anymore and my mom is full of either wine or pills.”
Logan said, “It’s supposed to get cold tonight. I read the weather report on my computer.”
Mila grabbed Logan again and wrapped her arms and legs around him as she spoke, “Well since it is supposed to get so cold, you can keep me warm tonight.”
Logan replied, “Sure. We should sleep in each others’ arms.”
Mila beamed and then said, “Good, because, that’s the only way I want to sleep tonight.”
Logan then told her with assurance, “And if I have my way, every night until the end of time.”
With that, they turned out the light and held each other all night long talking and exchanging affections.